RyokoRose

"Somewhere between happy and total f***ing wreck. Feet sometimes on solid ground and sometimes at the edge. To spend your waking moments simply killing time is to give up on hopes your dreams, is to give up on your life for you has been less than kind. So take a number; stand in line. We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt, but how we survive is what makes us who we are. And obvious disinterest, a barely managed smile, a deep nod in agreement, a status quo exile, I shirk my obligations. I miss all your dead- lines. I excel at quitting early and f***ing up my life. For you life has been less than kind. So take a number; stand in line. We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt, but how we survive is what makes us who we are. All smiles and sunshine, a perfect world on a perfect day. Everything always works out. I have never felt so f***ing great. But, life isn't like this, we are venging for an answer or f***cking up our life for you has been less than kind. So take a number; stand in line. We've all been sorry, we've all been hurt, but how we survive is what makes us who we are." ~Rise Against~

Let's get one thing straight, right here and right now:
It doesn't matter what has happened to you in life. Its no excuse to be a mean, rude, or nasty person. I don't care if you have a terminal illness, have been abused, or just broken up with your spouse or whoever... there is someone worse off than you no matter what! And chances are, they are not acting as dumb as you might be. Think about those less fortunate than you, and then you will see that you are being selfish if you take life for granted. Live for yourself and try to find the one you will spend the rest of your life with, but do not try to make people pity you! Pity is an insult to me! I think its pathetic how people can sit there and say "well... people make fun of me, so thats why I hate myself." Um... Thats pretty damn weak don't you think? There are two rules to get around this:
1) go with the status quo
2) don't give a damn what people think

I vote for the second one personally. Anyway, I've been through a lot in life, and I am past it. I am just trying to get a black belt in karate, get out of school, get married, and have a baby girl. That's what I want to do with my life. My boyfriend is who I intend to marry. I hope I'm right. But... don't let my darkness fool you. I believe that I am a pretty optimistic and nice person to be around on good days. It usually is a good day for me, unless someone dies... yeah.. that can be way past uncool huh? *smiles*

People need to respect other people in my opinion. But, due to me southern beliefs, people don't usually respect me around where I live. But, who cares? The few friends I do have are true and good people who love me for who I am. One good friend is better than a million loser ones. So, whoever you are, I'm pretty sure we can be friends, unless you just act like a total idiot and are rude. *laughs quietly* Please take the time to read my fictions, look at my art, and comment on them. I don't like it when people favorite, but don't comment. *sighs, but then smiles again* I hope that I can make an impact on your lives!

I would love to know that my life has gone somewhere. I would love to know I am of some importance to others. That's what everyone wants. Well... to fly would be another cool dream. But baby steps are important. *laughs again and points to the sky* I'm going to be important!